My ~Debut~

Prerogative of Life, in Life we can never scamper from making decisions. Be it to decide on what to wear to work, what to eat for lunch or even what to watch on TV. Therefore, I have made masses of choices in my own so-called Life. When I was younger, I used to be the seditious kind. Of course, back then I did not realize that I was making the whole world worried about me. Nevertheless, as I grew much older I have made sensible and wiser decisions.

I chose to settle down and get married at a very young age (considering that I was still studying – although at this age my mother have got 3 kids. Well, that was back then) Anyways, there is always the pros and cons to all the choices that we have made. Certainly, at that point of time I thought that I have made the right one. There is no turning back and no point of regretting a single bit.

Life has been great for me, although I must say that ‘marriage’ is never an easy thing to be in. As for a marriage needs a lot of compromising, understanding between two people. A man and a woman, from different backgrounds and have different personalities staying and living together in one house, is one hell of a job. It needs two to make the whole journey full with joy, thrills and more meaningful.

On the contrary life without any ordeal would not be complete. I mean, life certainly would be monotonous, right? My little family is not an exceptional. My husband and I, found out that our daughters have some kind of a syndrome. Until now, the doctors still cannot confirm on the particular syndrome as yet. In general, they call it ‘Global Developmental Delay’ plus having ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder). My daughters are 4 and 3 years old. They have speech and behavioral problems. I cannot deny that I do feel sad but, my husband and I do believe that things happen for a reason. Thus, both of us need to be strong to take on the challenges ahead of us. Having special kids really test our patience, not only between both of us with our children but also, it test the love and care between ourselves. The atmosphere was at times tense and stressful. If the affection between the two of us is not strong enough, it could be quite intense. I am thankful to God that we still can get through with life although we face lots and lots of obstacles.

Hence, due to all this chaotic life of mine, I thought probably by writing it down will at least help me to clear my messy head and hopefully, it will lessen the burden that I have with me. I don’t really ask for sympathy whatsoever from anyone, it is merely for me to have a place to spill all the tribulations in my life. This is my Prerogative of Life.

The voyage of Life begins………