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At times, I feel useless, hopeless. I don’t even know why. I wish I had all the reasons with me. Am I sad? Nope. What is this feeling that I have in me? What is with me? Why me?

Have you ever felt blurred? It is like everything is so unclear to you. I don’t know? I have the slightest idea. I just feel sad and down.

**Blank** I am speechless. I feel that my head is empty. I don’t even know what I am thinking. I feel numb. What got into me? Why the sudden attack? Why me? Why now? What is playing in my mind? What am I thinking about?

All of a sudden, I have no idea whatsoever. Help!! I try to reach out of me. But, nothing seems to work. I am trapped in my own deep thoughts, which myself cannot see what it is all about.

I think I just go crazy. I have to unleash myself a bit. I have to take a break. I had to go. Just go. And go. Without looking back. Move on and on and on.

I’m sorry, guys. But, I am just not in the mood of anything. I am not myself – as per now. I am lost in my own world. I need to get myself back and hopefully, I will be back in one piece.


Crazy Ace~