It’s 11th day of the Holy Month. Meaning, this is our 11th day fasting. Time really flies. Don’t you think so? Especially, when you are busy in the office or even busy with home chores in weekends. As usual, I just finished feeding my two girls with their favorite ‘Sardines’. I tell you, whenever I feed them ‘Sardines’, they tend to eat and eat and eat non-stop. Kakak will go like “Mama, nasik” repeatedly. Hehe..
*smiles*
Sometimes I look back, and I realized if I ever have to go through this cycle again, you know – the crying, the vomiting, the playing with the ‘poo’ , the biting and the list goes on and on. Yupp, it is really painful and it really tests my patience, my nerves but I wouldn’t trade it even for the world. It is truly an adventure and even until now, I am still learning to know my kids every day, every moment in life. They are my own flesh and blood.
“Ya Allah, kuatkan lah semangat ku dan tabahkan lah hatiku dalam menjalani hidup ini. Amin”
Kakak and Dedek will turn 5 and 4 respectively, next year. I have yet to have any plans for them. I have been looking for special schools, but the ones that I came across does not accept them because according to them, my kids are not physically ill.
I always wonder, why am I not actively searching for schools to help my kids to be mentally equipped. It is not that I did not try or I gave up, but it is not as easy as people think it is. The private school that I know costs a real lot per person and I have two. And that is not the only thing to consider, the school is quite far thus I need a ‘transporter’, a maid to look after them when they are not in school. How? How do I deal with all these?
Temporarily, I am just living my life one day at a time. I leave it to fate. As to, GOD KNOWS BEST!!!
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