I AM SORRY

At one moment,
It is full with anger and rage,
Desperately needed to spill,
But, after a chat it mellowed down.

At one moment,
The impatience grew bigger,
Clueless and not knowing what to do,
But, after the talk the heart goes softer.

At one moment,
Loath, disgust, hatred mixed together,
No longer stand the blurriness,
But, after veracity reveals the feelings disappears.

How can I gossip?
How can I bad talk?
When, I totally don’t understand.

How can I understand?
How can I comprehend?
When, I totally don’t know?

No matter how bad, how blur and how gawky.
No matter how slow, how dull and how silly.
No matter what people say, what I used to say or what I am going to say.
I am putting an end,
Coz I think, I finally understand.

Lastly, I AM SORRY.