December 10, 2005

Should I Feel Guilty??!!!

FYI, I am currently in an ‘Angry-Irate-Livid-Furious’ state@mood. Hatred and rage gushes and flows wildly in me. All sorts of names have been given to her from Orange to Pulau Ketam and finally, Parasite. Some of you might find me a bit ludicrous, but after you heard the whole story you would probably understand. I will just let you guys to decide and do the judging. So, here goes.

**Note : To tell you the truth, I was never really pissed.. Oooppss!!! Sorry. And I had never in my life bad-mouthed as much as this as well. As other people would say, there’s always a ‘FIRST TIME’ for everything. And sadly to say, that this immoral act of bad-mouthing to the core is my VERY FIRST!!! Therefore, please forgive me. Coz, I needed to let it out. Cheers!

It all started when one day, Lancelot told us about her. And since then, we start naming her Orange. The first gossip about her that I got to know from Lancelot was on her bushy, hairy armpit. He saw it with his own eyes during breakfast one day. She was wearing a sleeveless shirt and she was raising both hands to play with the hair or something. Ewww!! That is certainly gross, I would say. Pity you, Lancelot to witness it. Hehe…

Lancelot also complains on Orange keeps on bugging and asking him questions on the network connections, desktop and stuff. To us, since she was an IT Graduate, she should the least know or at least if someone have already taught you once, you would probably able to do whatever it is again other time. But, hell no! It is as though she has a very short-term memory. At that point of time, we don’t really believe that she was that bad.

So, one day we gave her a try. And true enough, that she is not only slow in picking up the skills, she was really blur and don’t even understand what we are trying to teach her. With the same method and way of teaching to other people, I taught her as well. But, she could not get it. I teach and teach and teach, again and again, patiently, yet she still keep on asking the basics over and over again. Even CheeseChoc sat with her few days, for her to understand one simple thing. All of us gave up. If only she was slow, but showed some effort and interest we would probably stay on helping her. The thing is, she was not only stubborn but she always raise her voice when talking to us which makes us much more angrier each time. I think, I can count how many times I quarrel with her. Never in my life, quarrel with anyone!

What’s worst was, she told the new comer that my team and I are very bad people. We don’t mix with other colleagues, we do not teach and also, we make you suffer. I was like, Oh my goodness! Why in the world I want to make you suffer? And why don’t I want to teach you? Do you know that if you were able to do the job, wouldn’t it be easier because I have a substitute or backup and I can always do some other jobs if needed? What kind of thinking she has? Weird and Crazy.

I am thankful that she is finally out of the office. She resigned. The management realized that keeping her is not a good option. Thank you, GOD!

At least, I can now work in peace.

HIP! HIP! HOORAY!

HIP! HIP! HOORAY!

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