Me!! Paranoid???

Yerp.. I have just discovered myself being paranoid. I am trying to trace back whether I just got this so-called Paranoia Symptom or it has been ever since. Hmm.. let me think…

I never really thought I was one, until I was doing my work and I realized that I somehow do not trust and have some kind of fear in doing my on work. Furthermore, I work with lots of important; private and confidential data and the notion of me playing around with the data and I might accidentally erase or lost the data makes me extra careful and cautious.

And then, I started to acknowledge another Paranoid habit that I have in me. Whenever I leave the house, each time I lock up all the doors and grills, even though I know that I have lock it.. I will keep on looking back and check it again, just to be sure that I’ve done it right.. Am I weird or what???

I guess that is just me.. But, I still don’t know where and when I get this ‘Paranoid’ thingy.. was it due to previous experience; in which I doubt.. or, could it be I born with it…??? Hmm..

Okies.. guess, I am gonna pen-off.. I need to do some work-search.. hehe.. just want to see how marketable I am.. did I tell you guys that a head-hunter called me up yesterday…?? My options are still open.. I have not made up my mind yet.. there’s a lot of things to be consider.. I want to have a fun-job, good environment, nice boss and of course, good pay and benefit wise.. who doesn’t? Am I asking to much..? Anyways, I’ll just wait and see.. I am fine where I am now at the moment.. as I said, AT THE MOMENT… hehehe…