Time is always there for me, just that, I am not good in managing it these days. Hence, blog is not updated ;). However, I think, I should be writing something about what I just heard from a colleague today.
I was busy wearing my tudung after Zohor prayers when I heard two of my students were practically saying ‘crazy’ to each other. So, once I am done, I walk towards them just to find out what it was.
Ace~ : Korang cite apa nih?
Student A : Kitorang tengah pressure ni.
Ace~ : Pressure? Apsal lak?
Student A : Tak dek, anak makcik baru jer meninggal last Saturday.
Ace~ : Oh ok.. (Innalillah)
Student B : Baby lagi tau, Ace~. Baru 57 hari.
Ace~ : What happen?
Student A : Meninggal sebab terhempap masa tidur. So, sampai sekarang dalam trauma and memang dok salahkan diri sendiri jer. So, kitorang yang kat rumah semua tengah sedih giler. Balik rumah nampak barang-barang baby kat sana-sini.
Ace~ : Ok..
I was like, I didn’t know what to say to her. I tried to find the best words, but nothing came out from my mouth.
Student A : Selalunyer baby tuh tidur kat baby cot, tapi malam tu jer yang baby tu tidur dengan makcik.
Student B : Biasalah tuh. Itu just nak di jadikan sebab jer. Dah memang dia di takdirkan meninggal on that day.
Student A : Yelah, tapi terkilan lah sangat sebab meninggal bukan kerana sakit but, because of salah sendiri. Bila makcik bangun pagi tuh, tengok darah dah banyak gila kat kaki baby tuh. And then, muka dah biru sebab agaknyer, kaki makcik kena kat dada dia, lepas tuh mulut and hidung dia tertutup pulak, jadik memang langsung tak leh nak bernafas. Sedih sangat, Ace~.
Ace~ : (I certainly do not know how to react to this. I just listened patiently. Gosh! Why don’t I have anything brilliant to say? Sheesh!!!)
Student A : Hari ni yang sedih sangat tuh, tadi makcik saya baru message and then, die tulis “Mana boleh makcik dapat Amir(the baby’s name) baru?”.
Student B : Tu ler. Lepas jer dapat message tuh, student A terus jer meraung, menangis. Sempatlah saya tengok drama kejap tadi.
Student A : Sekarang ni, kat rumah tuh kalau time Maghrib jer, boleh dengar suara Amir menangis. Mula ingat kan saya sorang yang dengar. Rupanya, mak saya, makcik saya, cousin saya semua pun dengar. So, we all pun cakaplah kat makcik, tolong lah redha and lepaskanlah anak dia pergi, kesian budak tuh. Makcik kata dia redha but, then.. dia nak jugak tengok budak tuh hari-hari. Everyday dok tengok gambar Amir. Comel Ace~, nanti esok saya bawak gambar Amir.
Ace~ : But then, awak kenalah kuat. Coz, makcik awak need someone. So, kalau awak pun sedih, nanti dia lagi ler sedih.
Student A : Tu lah, selalunya sekarang ni kalau balik jer, mesti saya tahan bagi jangan nangis depan dia, lepas masuk bilik baru ler nangis kalau nak nangis. So, sekarang ni kat rumah tuh memang semua senyap jer and takut nak cakap apa-apa.
Ace~ : The thing is, there’s nothing that we can do. Benda dah jadik. I would say the best thing would be, just think of the bright side. Things happen for a reason, although we may not know what it is but, Allah knows best! That is what I always say to myself each time I think about my kids ;).
Goodness! I seriously do not know how I will take it, if it were to happen to me. So, marilah kita bersama-sama sedekahkan Al-Fatehah to adik Amir.
Al-Fatehah.
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